Am I addicted?

[lean_machine Member Find all posts View Profile Close lean_machine]

not aimming at xamo but to the rest of the crazy F's when a man is depressed u should tell them to go to a doctor an get checked sometimes it might be our blood or our brain waves messed up an not sayin juice is the problem but remember its a hormone drug which was made in a lab not from ur body not everyone is made to take cycle after cycle to me im only doing 2 cycles an nomore if i cant keep the body i gained its my own fault for not trying harder....so pal go to a doc an ask for help put ur pride away an seek help dude

[CellTech Member Find all posts View Profile Close CellTech]

You guys really are an awesome bunch.Makes me want to go to the bar with all of you and have a great time.

I want you to know that I really appreciate your concern,and what you said is probably true.However,even if I start this cycle I won't forget your advice.It might be a good idea to visit the shrink to talk some things out,even though I'm not looking forward to it.I don't think there is a chem imbalance,because that stuff doesn't affect me much.I'll take a look into it anyway just to be sure.

I am still on the fence,but leaning towards doing it.It's funny how when I got to the gym today,in the locker room there was a half empty blister of stromba fort.For a few seconds I thought about keeping it or even giving it a try just to see if it works (never tried orals),but I gave it to the owner of the gym instead.