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Whats goin on all, Pleasure to be here. Names Anthony, 33yo, Central Jersey. Father of two boys 14 & 5. Been with the same woman for half my life basically (14yrs)
My ol lady's Korean, Def got a little Asian Persuasion LOL.
I found my way to this site to talk with some like minded individuals, and to learn.
My experience with "enhancers" started around 17 thru 19yo. As a teen a friend and I worked out pretty regularly, its how we dealt with our issues.
No matter what I did, a bird cage hung from my neck..lol
Luckily I befriended a great guy, who knew his shit* Who became a mentor of sorts, he guided me out of kindness and not $$. Looking back at the amount of work he did writing out my work out schedules, what to work, how to work ect... Cause before this, Bench and Curls were all I really knew.
Maybe my bubble isn't big enough, But I can honestly say 75% 85% of people I knew or came to know that use or used " enhancers" were great people! I'm talking true passionate, humanitarian people. Quick to help, once they got to know you.
The first couple weeks training at a real Gym, were a little intimidating mainly from an anxiety point, that I didn't want to look like a fool. But after a couple months the biggest guys, who I was a little uneasy around, were some of the nicest and helpful.
I changed my diet, lifestyle everything. Even stopped drinking..( 6mos at least lol)
And saw some great results, I'd have to say after 2 years I was 220. I know the natural timing had a lot to do with this, but it felt great to see decent results. At least some canary's showed in the bird cage. Then I met my ol lady, stopped going to the gym, and it'd take about 2yrs for my diet to go to hell.
Fast forward to this last year, About I year ago I couldn't take how I felt anymore, I just didn't feel anything like myself. I was uncertain, indecisive, low confidence, no sex drive, couldn't remember shit, stopped talking to friends, never went out ect... I blew up to 280lbs.... A fat fucker...lol
I couldn't take it anymore, So I went to the doctor and sure enough my T Score was 36. lol ThirtySix!, It was the lowest my Doc. (Villanobis) ever seen in his 12 years being a doc. I convinced him the injections would be best for me, Because wiping that gel on you every day is a pain in the ass, plus I couldn't hold my little guy. Cause It could rub off on him/ or his body could absorb it.... He put me on 1ml test cyp 200mg every 14 days. a few months and blood tests later he bumped it up to every 10days. I've been on this schedule for aprox 8 months. Within the first week of injecting, I knew i was on the right road! I never thought Testosterone effected so much. I knew sex / muscels / anger...
I'm in such a better place mentally, physically, emotionally... I can play with my little guy. But recently I lost my insurance, unemployed... So I can't afford paying cash for the visit and the script, so I'm looking for alt. solutions.
Ohh and the name came from years as a troubled teen / young adult. The expression Some one you know sees you walking up and says.... UHH OHH here comes trouble.
My ol lady's Korean, Def got a little Asian Persuasion LOL.
I found my way to this site to talk with some like minded individuals, and to learn.
My experience with "enhancers" started around 17 thru 19yo. As a teen a friend and I worked out pretty regularly, its how we dealt with our issues.
No matter what I did, a bird cage hung from my neck..lol
Luckily I befriended a great guy, who knew his shit* Who became a mentor of sorts, he guided me out of kindness and not $$. Looking back at the amount of work he did writing out my work out schedules, what to work, how to work ect... Cause before this, Bench and Curls were all I really knew.
Maybe my bubble isn't big enough, But I can honestly say 75% 85% of people I knew or came to know that use or used " enhancers" were great people! I'm talking true passionate, humanitarian people. Quick to help, once they got to know you.
The first couple weeks training at a real Gym, were a little intimidating mainly from an anxiety point, that I didn't want to look like a fool. But after a couple months the biggest guys, who I was a little uneasy around, were some of the nicest and helpful.
I changed my diet, lifestyle everything. Even stopped drinking..( 6mos at least lol)
And saw some great results, I'd have to say after 2 years I was 220. I know the natural timing had a lot to do with this, but it felt great to see decent results. At least some canary's showed in the bird cage. Then I met my ol lady, stopped going to the gym, and it'd take about 2yrs for my diet to go to hell.
Fast forward to this last year, About I year ago I couldn't take how I felt anymore, I just didn't feel anything like myself. I was uncertain, indecisive, low confidence, no sex drive, couldn't remember shit, stopped talking to friends, never went out ect... I blew up to 280lbs.... A fat fucker...lol
I couldn't take it anymore, So I went to the doctor and sure enough my T Score was 36. lol ThirtySix!, It was the lowest my Doc. (Villanobis) ever seen in his 12 years being a doc. I convinced him the injections would be best for me, Because wiping that gel on you every day is a pain in the ass, plus I couldn't hold my little guy. Cause It could rub off on him/ or his body could absorb it.... He put me on 1ml test cyp 200mg every 14 days. a few months and blood tests later he bumped it up to every 10days. I've been on this schedule for aprox 8 months. Within the first week of injecting, I knew i was on the right road! I never thought Testosterone effected so much. I knew sex / muscels / anger...
I'm in such a better place mentally, physically, emotionally... I can play with my little guy. But recently I lost my insurance, unemployed... So I can't afford paying cash for the visit and the script, so I'm looking for alt. solutions.
Ohh and the name came from years as a troubled teen / young adult. The expression Some one you know sees you walking up and says.... UHH OHH here comes trouble.
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